The Night Before

12/15/2010

Well, its 10:45pm EST time and I am watching "The Sing-Off" while thoughts of tomorrow's blood draw run though my head. Ok not so much the blood draw itself, I have been through that a few times for other reasons, but what tomorrow signifies. The thought that I will be potentially helping someone live more of their life, helping a Mother or Father not to have to say Goodbye to their child, or a child not having to say Goodbye to a Parent. I have so many thoughts about this, I am still so sure this is the right thing at the right time for me. I have been questioning what's next in my life, I have been in a rut, but for the past few days I have a new Spring in my step. I am feeling so many things that I haven't been in touch with in a long time. Don't get me wrong I am very blessed, I have a wonderful Family, an AWESOME Son, a Great Man standing next to me and supporting me, but being a Stay At Home Mom is something you would only understand if you have done it before or are doing it now, and with that comes wonderful things but a lot of time to think about things as well.

This "Gift" as others have been calling it, doesn't really feel like a gift to me, it just feels like, I hate to say it, but an everyday thing, I know it means so much to the patient that is in need, and I hope that if I am a Match for this patient, I am one day able to meet them. To think there is another person out there that is so close to me and I have NEVER Met them, its Amazing, and really humbling!

Be Right Back Dog Wants in....

oh its a cold one in Michigan tonight...where was I??? oh yeah the feelings I have I am only one person but I could change someone's life FOREVER...thats truly amazing!! Well enough for tonight...as of right now...I could get bored and write more...

Night